I just erased everything I wrote.
Someone, I won't mention who, just called to remind me that Denise is in a better place. And that I MUST believe in the after-life and God, if! I want to see Denise again. He reminded me of all the other loved ones, I have missed, that I'll see as well.
My grandmom. I really want to see my grandmom and my granddad. I want to feel again the comfort and love they bestowed on me growing up.... I want to see Mark's dad... I want to see Jasen, Jr. I want to hold him.....
I could go on but I won't.
It's such a magnificent thought.
I promise you, my dear friend who just called, that I'll work on it.
Thank you for the reminder.
I miss you, Denise.